i know, i can nvr play like how i used to last time.
i know my performance is lousy.
im lacking of the confidence to try anymore.
cause i can nvr be as agile and as fast as i used to be.
&i can nvr play as well as i used to anymore.
&i dontknow when my fcking knee is gng to recover fully

had training tdy, lian zhen fa.
the rest, is up to us le.
Tuesdays, 30/01.

This week is kinda busy.
With amaths test on Thursday,
emaths & physics test tdy.
haha,I think my physics kinda jialat.
aiya, nvrm, forget it.
anw, i think raistlina kwek is getting btr.
i mean as in, can see she's trying to change?
haha. after all, she's nt tht bad la.
tdy JY vs MJR. jy lost abt 30 i think.
next tues our mjr match liaos.
we must all jiaayous lor(:

i hope the team is alright now.
pls, i dont wana have any more inner conlict la.
i beg you guys, cast everything away.
give it our best on 3001.
i hate to say this, but. my confidence lvl is low. serious.
mjr mjr mjr, i hate to admit, but they're kinda strong....

amelia:"rmb ytd's rainbow, i saw the words you all can make it through".
thanks for tht, really. we will make it through.
make it through this rain, to see the rainbow(:
&the sunshine aft the rain.
yeenei:"we're a team no matter wht ma. diff div also. cheer up^^".
thankyou girl. yesyes, diff div, but we're a team(:
dawn:" You must jiayou ok! I also will! Let's work hard together!
We can do it and we will!(:
&I fucking know the feeling of sitting on the bench.
WITHOUT having any injuries(;"
hey dawn! we two must jiaayous! we must work hard together.
12players, one goal! we must all jiaayous!!(:

someone pls, tell me} we can do it.
if even we wouldn't believe in ourselves, who would?.

why must i sprain my knee during this season.
you wont know how it feels like, sitting on the bench.
praying your team will win. &watching them lose and you cant do anything,
nth at all, to help us win. i just felt... tht im useless. yes, tht's the word.
"useless" jiaolian said to xiaoxin, he said tht
he "shamelessly wanted chung cheng girls to win"
, tht's why he chose xiaoxin over cindy.
hey, maybe he shd have chosen cindy over me.
at least, cindy can play, can run, can shoot. wtf can i do? nth, nth at all.
im sry guys, making a twelve-players team ending up
like only eleven players on court.
im rly rly rly sry.... sry guys.
how could this happen to me? why me.
it's the last last, yes, LAST season.
can my knee just fcking heal?. pls....

okays, our first match is on tues 1601.
4pm vs junyuan.
seond match 1901 fri,
4pm vs macp sec.
third match 3001 tues,
4pm vs mjr.
waseh, all three matches 4pm the.
&you know wht tht means?
it means no early release frm sch la.
walau eh, sian sia.
nvrm, we will/shall/must jiaayous.
and get into second round,
thn probably will get to release early xD

i shall update my blog. haha.
cause school starts le, hardly use com.
live at ahma house no com use. haha.
hmms, competition is starting nx week.
so fast uh? our grp gt mjr,macp &junyuan.
jl says the first match will be against junyuan.
so, tmr almost half the training talking
at the things we shd do lor.
well, it's our last yr le.
&i really really wish,
to get into nationals (:
everybody, lets jiaayous!

sch re-open le. damn sian ah.
back to the normal sch life:(
it's boring. really.
this week's training is without jiaolian.
he went mia again.
dontknow wht's wrong w him ah.
hey, c'mon la, competition coming le leh.
thn he still nt coming for training.
wth, thr's no intensity yet lor.
we will chou1 qian1 next week.
thn competition starting 16012007 ba,
most probably(:

ytd reached hm at abt 145am,
haha, so no time to blog ler.
went to teng ahyi the house ytd.
w dawn,ruby,xh,clar,
ahwei &2 of his friends.
we ate at teng ahyi's house.
&played w joyjoy(the dog).
haha, aft tht we went to cityhall.
at 9plus. we went to play arcade.
&we stayed there for a long time lor.
play all the way till 1155, 45s.
cos we were chased out of the arcade,
cos its closing. haha!
thn i rmb walking out & thn kbox thr
was count-downing le la.
so we joined in the countdown!!
hahaha! yay! tdy's 01012007(:
a brand new beginning xD
thn we wanted to buy coffee frm
coffee bean, but all the staffs there,
ran outside to see the fireworks. -.-"
so we went out as well.
saw the fireworks, it was nice(:
oohhh, &thn ruby came up w this game.
to fold the heart and
give it to someone you see.
rules are, must be guy, near our age,
no gf w him. LOL.
teng was the first one to give it out.
thn clar gave it to tht angmoh woman,
who lost track of her husband,
and was crying sitting on the floor.
hmms, xh ruby dawn & me haven give out.
haha, &we were squeezing our way thru la.
to reach the mrt, cause thr's too too
many ppl le la!
thn finally we reached,
& took the last second train home(:
happy new year ppl!

Ok, I wana keep this short and sweet!
Im a fresh graduate from Temasek Junior College! Currently waiting for the results (and hopefully it doesn't disappoints me!)
I enjoy playing/love basketball but am recently too lazy to move :/ Which explains the fats which are piling up!
I love shopping, the number 7, the colour green, Volkswagen and Sunflowers!(Don't buy me a bunch of it, I prefer a stalk of it with a huge face) :D